Pull it together girl.

I wasn't expecting to get THE CALL today however I did. It was Banner Ped's calling to tell me that a date has been set. February 5th, that's a Friday and we will need to be there at 5:30 am for check in with the time being set for 7:30. I just listened stunned, crying, the lady on the other end must be used to this she just waited and asked patiently if I was ok and ready for the instructions. Every time I think I feel strong like I can do this, we can do this, then something else breaks me down. We go February 1st for the pre-opp visit and to have Brandon's blood work done. I cried again. After the phone call was over I called my mom and cried again.